Monday, 30 April 2018


My heart
locks up,
with fear and confusion.

Only you,
only your
only your
only your
can open
my closed

In the
in the
I become
of being

You see me.
You love me.
You set me


The Way of Jesus

In early spring we had the privilege of Carmel Doyle (Professor at Queens College) joining us in our parish on a Sunday. Some of the work that Carmel does at Queens is around re-imagining the life and work of the ever emerging church. Every spiritual community is called at this time to do the work of reimagining what God is calling us to be in this age. 

    The Church, just as with every society, is ever evolving. The church that many of us have known over the last two generations is not only dying, it is already dead. What most of mainline church leadership has been trying to do over the last 40 years is to “fix” a church in decline. That era of trying to repair what was dying has passed, for it is dead. The church that we have known historically in Newfoundland and Labrador is gone. There is a remnant left, yes. When something old is passing and something new is being called forth, God always leaves a remnant, a few to rebuild with, to revision with, to reimagine with, to recreate with. There is a remnant in every spiritual community in this province. So there is reason to hope. 

   But this hope calls us to something new. This hope calls us to listen more deeply with our spiritual hearts for what God is already doing all around us. This hope calls us to love ourselves into new and emerging forms of spiritual community. There are things that this remnant is doing that it must always do. The Scriptures and Sacraments will always be foundational to Christian Community. But God is not limited to or confined by our Scriptures or Sacraments - or our buildings! 

   God is Life, and therefore God is in all of Life - not only in us and in our current church communities, but in all of Life all around us. God is in our neighbourhoods, in various organizations that gathers people for a common purpose that also helps others, and in creation itself. God is wild and free, and the church does not have a monopoly on God nor does it control who has access to God. This is the church of the empire that we have inherited, and that church is long gone. But the Way of Jesus remains. 

   The Way of Jesus recognizes the Risen Christ in the stranger and in every human being. The Way of Jesus recognizes the Love that is our deepest identity as the Love that makes us One with every other person and with all of creation. The Way of Jesus calls us to find new ways, as a church, to be lovingly present in our neighbourhoods and society. 

   Here is one of the questions that Carmel asked us to explore: What are the limits of our love towards the stranger, the outsider, whom we encounter (in our neighbourhoods)? What does God ask of us as individuals? As a church community? Listen for the leading of the Spirit.

Wednesday, 21 March 2018

You Suffer

You suffer
for us.
You suffer
in us.
You suffer
as us.

Your Cross
is about 
much more
than sin.

Your Cross
is the
Your Cross
is the 

to a 

your suffering,
our suffering,

there is
Eternal Life.

21 March 2018

Thursday, 8 March 2018

A School of Love

A School of Love

In 2010, John Bowen asked me to write an article for the Institute of Evangelism’s Good Idea Newsletter after I presented the Parish of the Resurrection’s journey of “Re-Creating Community” at the Diocese of Toronto’s VCP Conference. Revisiting the article eight years later, I can still hear the Spirit’s wisdom in that emerging church – but that living church is no longer the same yet continues to emerge. Since 2010, we have now come to terms with the reality that we are a small, rural parish, with limited resources. Our programing, still important and prevalent, has lessened, and our hospitality ministry has become more focused.

Community Building in the School of Love
What has emerged since 2010, and is most important to us, is intentional and widening experiences of community building – which we refer to as our School of Love. Sunday is our main community gathering day with three meals – breakfast and bible study at 9 a.m.; Scripture and Eucharist at 11 a.m.; community lunch at noon and Christian meditation in the evening. Wednesday is our other community building day which includes yoga, Christian meditation, afternoon tea, and a knitting group.

“Non-Sunday” participants
There a number of other areas of community building that have become important to us. These are with “non-Sunday” participants who would still consider the Resurrection their spiritual home. One such community within the community is our Bereavement Support Group. We run a five week course in the fall, and then facilitate monthly meetings throughout the year. Most of the people in this group are not Sunday participants, but consider the Resurrection their spiritual home and contribute financially to the parish. One other area of community building is our monthly Saturday Buffet Breakfast. Although this is a revenue generator for us, it has become what I refer to as “Saturday Church.” We serve over 100 breakfasts at this monthly event, and 80% are non Sunday church-goers. They come not just for the food, but for the warmth, love and attention they get. Many of these people also would refer to the Resurrection as their spiritual home.

Going forward
Going forward, we have also realized through our lived experience, that having a new and nice Church House is not enough to attract people and to grow hearts in love with God. In the coming months we will be looking at Alan Roxburgh’s “Joining God, Remaking Church, Changing the World – The New Shape of Church in Our Time.” God is very far from being limited or contained to our House, where we have at least some idea and experience of how to be church. We hear the Spirit inviting us to listen more deeply for what God is doing outside of our building – in our neighborhoods and regional communities and other caring organizations. It is time for the church to learn to join God in what God is already doing “out there” – with or without the church.

Looking Back - Alpha, Lectio and Three Cups of Tea (written for the October 2010 edition of the Institute of Evangelism Good Idea E-Newsletter - with some editing)

The Church’s prayer in every generation is always for the people of God to be renewed. When our hearts and minds are renewed it opens us up to the unifying love that is Christ, brings the desire to serve others, and offers peace and hope to our families, communities, and to the world. This, of course, is the Church’s mission and raison d’etre.

In order for the local church to be effective in its mission in every generation, its pastors need to be intentional and systematic in guiding its people—and ultimately its whole region. The people of God need to be loved, cared for, and shown compassion and mercy. And the people of God also need to be well instructed in the Christian life.

In our Canadian context we are living in a predominantly un-churched society, where perhaps only 10 to 15% of the population is affiliated with organized religion. Moreover, the influence of our secular society on that 15% is substantial.

Here is our story

In 1999, recognizing the church’s mission mandate, and well aware of this societal conditioning, the Anglican Parish of the Resurrection in South River, Newfoundland, began a process of renewal, educating our Christian community and re-creating ourselves.

In the fall of 1999, the parish was a four point charge with small, diminishing, and tired congregations. It was evident that we would have to become one congregation, with all the heartache that would entail or we would die. This is how we managed, with the grace of God, to recreate ourselves into one vibrant congregation.

Becoming One Congregation
We began experimenting by pooling all the human resources from the four congregations in such a way that we would function administratively, liturgically and catechetically as a one point parish. Liturgically, we had one main service on Sunday mornings that moved each week around the parish. The music was more contemporary, and the children’s church was worked into the liturgy. Those who appreciated the contemporary worship and children’s church would “move” to a different building each Sunday morning. Administratively, all four vestries met and worked as one body responsible for the entire parish; and a single financial team was put into place to manage all parish finances.

These “experimental” changes made the running of the parish more efficient and the liturgy more life giving. But the factor that gave the process deeper roots and the desire to persevere was the intentional, systematic, and ongoing catechetical evangelization of the congregation. If the parish was going to survive, to be renewed and to be made effective in ministry and mission, it was evident that we needed to challenge those already in the pews to learn more about their faith, and to deepen their spiritual practice.

Our first Mission Mandate
So, at the same time that the administrative and liturgical changes were happening, we introduced the Alpha Course to the parish. All four vestries and others from the congregations were challenged to take part in that first Alpha course. And, thank the Lord, most vestry members responded. This first Alpha was life changing for a number of those who participated, not only by deepening their experience of God, but also by building new relationships across the boundaries of the four congregations. This was a major factor in bonding together in faith and friendship those who hardly knew one before.

The Alpha Course in the fall of 1999 was only the beginning of the catechetical evangelization of the congregation. A Sunday Breakfast Bible study and a weeknight Bible study began right after that first Alpha. In addition, we dedicated two nights each week to Christian Education. Thursday nights was set aside for Alpha, and Monday nights for other Christian education opportunities such as After Alpha, various other programs, and guest teachers who would come to speak on selected themes.

The Move to One Building
 As the faith of the congregation was deepening and maturing, many were being prepared to make the hard decisions to become constitutionally a single congregation with one vestry, to sell our old buildings, and to construct a new House for the Church. During this interim between the old order (with four buildings) and the move to the new House for the Church, the Alpha and other various courses, including Bible studies, continued to renew and transform our people. The Sunday homilies, strategy and visioning workshops, and special lectures also became very important in educating the congregation about the liturgical principles that our new Oratory would embody, and the ideas of hospitality that would direct our new “Emmaus Café.”

After moving into our new community home in 2006, we added to our Christian Education menu a Wednesday afternoon Spiritual Reading Group. This group meets after the Wednesday mass and lunch, and has read and discussed books including such classics as Augustine’s Confessions and The Autobiography of St. Teresa of Avila, and popular works such as The Shack. During the fall of 2010, the Spiritual Reading Group will be reading and reflecting on Three Cups of Tea, the popular story of one man’s encounter with the Pakistani tribes high in the Himalayas, and his response to their great kindness to him.

Outreach into the community
Another strand of catechesis we’ve been developing over the last four years has been outreach to the wider community: courses on marriage, parenting, bereavement, divorce and separation courses (using resources available through Alpha Canada) and relevant support groups. We’ve moved into this area for a number of reasons: we want to be seen as a resource to our region for people who are not members of our parish; we discerned a need in this area for our region; and there is potential that when folk participate in the outreach programs that we run out of our café, they may decide to explore faith issues with us as a parish.

Continued Growth within the Congregation
Finally, for those interested in learning the disciplines of meditation and contemplation, and early in our process of recreating our community, we introduced the practice of Lectio Divina, which has become an important aspect of our catechetical evangelization. This has developed into a regular corporate practice on Sunday evenings, and, when we moved into our new House for the Church, on Wednesday mornings also.

Our schedule for catechetical evangelization in the fall of 2010 is full: the new seven week Alpha course; a Bereavement Course; the Spiritual Reading Group discussing Three Cups of Tea; Sunday morning and Tuesday evening Bible studies; corporate meditation on Sundays and Wednesdays; Sunday and Wednesday Mass; and a Parenting Course and a Divorce and Separation Course on request. The winter schedule will be similar, except that we will add the Marriage Course.

As we have sought to develop a mission focused parish, we have discovered that ongoing, intentional, and planned “catechetical evangelization” needs to be a regular component of congregational life. The results, by the grace of God, can be remarkable.

Saturday, 30 December 2017

Joining God, Remaking Church, Changing the World

I’ve recently read Alan Roxburgh’s “Joining God, Remaking Church, Changing the World: The New Shape of the Church in our Time.” This is a small, readable book that reflects accurately where the diminishing church is today, is inspiring in how we need to discover being church in new and spiritually deeper ways, and is encouraging with practical ideas and pathways forward. Anyone reading this article knows that the church and society they once knew is no more. That realisation can be a good thing that will hopefully set you free to more deeply discern with the Spirit new ways forward as the people of God. Richard Rohr, in one of his recent daily meditations (that I would highly recommend subscribing to at, writes “The word change normally refers to new beginnings. But transformation more often happens not when something new begins but when something old falls apart. The pain of something old falling apart - disruption and chaos - invites the soul to listen at a deeper level. It invites and sometimes forces the soul to go to a new place because the old place is not working anymore.” He goes on to say “Change can either help people to find new meaning, or it can cause people to close down and turn bitter. The difference is determined by the quality of our inner life, or what we call “spirituality.” Something “old” is falling apart. We are living in a time of rapid change at every level of global civilisation. The church is going through a time of transition, some would even say “reformation.” Of this there is clearly no doubt. God is in God’s world doing what God does in ever emerging new life and the creating of new and loving connections. God’s life is in no way contained to or controlled by the “Church.” The church is a school of Love that is called to be a participant in the life of God. The Spirit is very much active and alive in our communities, but the church has fallen behind and has in many ways become disconnected to what Spirit is doing all around us. Roxburgh, Rohr, and many other modern day prophets, are calling the church, the people of God, in addition to what we are effectively and meaningfully doing in our church buildings, to connect to what the Spirit is doing “outside” of our church buildings. The remaking of the church has everything to do with deepening spiritual practice and spiritual listening, learning to discern more clearly what the Spirit is already doing outside of our church buildings in our communities, and becoming co-creators with the Spirit in the transformation of our world. The church that we once knew is dying. But God is always creating new ways forward. In Roxburgh’s words, let us “Join God in the remaking of the church and changing the world.”

Friday, 22 December 2017

Have you heard?

Have you heard
of the ancient story,
a pregnant girl
traveled to
where there was
no room
in the inn?

There was no room


Love came

In the darkness,
surrounded by the
of animals and shepherds,

God came

In a weak
and vulnerable

Christ came

O peoples
to the birthing
of Love
in the simplicity
of your hearts,
in the complexities
of your lives,

for God is
already there


22 December 2017

Monday, 30 October 2017

Eastern Diocese Clergy Conference 2017: Let Go, Let Be, and Receive the Spirit in All Things

In this season of change and transition for the Church in our society, Bishop Geoff, among others, has recognised the need for our clergy and people to listen more deeply to how the Spirit is forming a new and emerging church. Two years ago he invited The Rev’d Dr. Winston Charles and the Rev’d Carole Crumley (both Episcopal priests and both directors at Shalem Institute for Spiritual Formation in Washington DC) to come to the diocese and to lead a clergy conference on the practice of deepening contemplative prayer - listening for Spirit not only with our thinking minds but also, and more importantly, with our deeper spiritual hearts. The encouragement and experience of deepening contemplative prayer at that conference resonated so well amongst the clergy, the Bishop invited Winston and Carole to return to the diocese and lead another conference this October past. In addition to encouraging deepening contemplative prayer practice, this second conference was also about intentional listening from our deeper spiritual hearts as to what the Spirit is doing in the emerging church during this time of institutional transition and change. In the context and practice of contemplative prayer, the invitation in the movement and flow of the conference was: i) to let go of that in the church’s life that is no longer relevant or meaningful to our mission; ii) to recognise and name that which still has value and meaning and can be carried forward with the emerging church; and iii) the church is the Spirit’s work, not ours, so how can we listen more deeply for what Spirit is doing, to co-operate and “receive the Spirit in all things.” Whatever it is that is unfolding in the church and in our society, God is in it - “Christ is all and is in all” (Colossians 3:11). The Spirit’s call on the church, the people of God, is to listen more deeply to what Spirit is doing, to trust deeply, and to lean into the mystery of what is emerging. This is to admit that we don’t know exactly what we are doing, but that we recognise the invitation to surrender our thinking mind’s need to control and manipulate, and, through deepening contemplative prayer, to open up to our spiritual hearts - the very Mind of Christ (1 Corinthians 2:16) - and surrender to the moment by moment flow of Love’s Life amongst us and as us. I don’t know what tomorrow’s church will look like, but I am ready to Love my way into it. That much I do know.